was i adopted?

First it was Pit, my closest cousin. But that was ok, I was still in college. Then it was JJ, my cutest cousin. But that was ok, I was not married yet. Then.... I got married. Then Langga got married.... Then.... she got pregnant.... but me?.... It struck me, it wasn't ok anymore. They're all fertile! WAS I ADOPTED? DO I HAVE THE SOMOSO GENE AT ALL? DID I TRULY COME FROM THE SOMOSO CLAN? I'm excited, thrilled, stressed, and bumbed.... but in a few days time, I'm also going to be............... (trumpet sounds) an........ AUNTIE!!!! YUP. The third time around. I'm afraid it might even be the fourth time around if Jinkie beats me to it! Good thing my twin cousins are still barely old enough to use proper sentences. (sigh).... I can't wait. I'm nick-naming my little neice "LYA" (lee-ya), from Julianne (although for some reason I feel like that name came from me....).

BLAHHH!!!

I neeeed to get out more.... my life is everything but exciting and nothing but boring!!!!! EDIT// I really meant, I need a vacation far far away!... like Egypt or something...

Insecurities

It's been a while since I've written on here. Finally had the time.
I think all women have some kind of insecurity that I'm sure bugs the hell out of their partners. MINE? The list goes on, here to name a few

1. Wish I was taller
2. Wish my teeth were perfect
3. Wish I was more well endowed ;) (those lovely lady lumps!)
4. Wish my lips were less full (cuz they get dry all the time)
5. Wish my skin was lighter
6. Wish I was more musically talented and good at it
7. Wish I was smarter
8. Wish I was more financially capable (to help my family)
9. Wish I was more learned (not just schooled)
10. Wish I was prettier
and on and on and on..... (sigh)....


character flaws
1. I can't get over trying to prove that I'm better than them (referring to some highschool setbacks)
2. Can't get over those traumatizing life decisions that I regret. (still haunts me)
3. I'm jealous of that girl he liked once that I've never met, but she seems nice and better in character than me.
4. I have a problem with dependence, always striving independence even if I really shouldn't.
and on and on. (sigh) I should stop before I annoy someone...

name thieves!!!

I told a few people what I would name my future kids when I have them and they stole the names!! Either made a little spelling difference or used it for the opposite sex. I'm so bumbed!!! Can't trust people anymore!! ARGGG!!!